3/28/2009
i tripped n landed in DC... :)
3/26/2009
update about my campus rep thingy... :(
apparently...nothin much to say about it...i am OUT... because of the restrictions to the job i can do in US being a non-resident...
nevertheless, for the cool part of it... i get to wear koofers t-shirts :) n i have 5 of them with me... :)
and a whole bunch (100 cards of different sudoku games to be precise) to play around with.. n for a die-hard fan of sudoku like me.... m sure i have the got the best out of this job :).
on the look out for the next job !!! :)
3/25/2009
In or Out...!!! My dilemma with koofers continues....
3/21/2009
Being 4-in-1....
when i once had a not so boring routine...
I always like the fact that there were so many interesting things happening in my life... Things that I liked in my daily routine include :
- every morning, I get up early, with no heavy heart to go to work
- at 7:30 am every morning as I head towards the bus stop, I would bump into this cute little girl about 4 years of age, singing and giggling as she holds her grandfather’s hand to go to the nursery school
- on the bus, I would sit at the exact same seat, the 3 seater near the exit door, with my 2 other friends.
- on my way to college, I would send my morning greetings to ‘my close gang of friends’
- I see the cleaning lady, mopping the parquet floor as I stepped into my college building and we greet each other ‘good morning'
- I sit by the window of the class, giving me a clear and vivid picture of how beautiful the world is...
- I get to walk along Olympus Road, everyday evening with pleasure from my day's class, whereas everyone else would usually drop by the road only after work to do some shopping
- my precious password to start my computer everyday...passwords give the real feeling of security..
- when I am meeting my friends for parties/get-together/even jus a cup of tea...
- I still have different groups (ALVERNIA, ALG, AMRITA, now GMU and lots of others) of very close friends, whom I meet regularly.
I am still here (part of me at least is...)
A few of my friends were asking me, why I don't update my blog more often...the crux of the matter is that i do not have much more to say and I feel all that i wanted to say does not really matter to others, except to me. Everything that i wanted to say, has been said, all that in my head and my heart, is already a bleak reminder of my every day...and i just want to be set free...to be given time and space to recover on my own (assuming that there is ever a chance of 'recovery') and that there is a better place for me.
I find that life is getting harder to sustain and it gets very difficult at times. I keep telling myself, that there are many less fortunate people out there...but if i dont get to cry for myself, then who will cry for me? Its strange how your life can change so drastically, not too long ago, i would be waking up to receive sms-es from the night before and would instantly be sending morning greetings. now, i dont even want to look at my mobile, cause all that i have is a blank screen. no new messages, no sms-es to send to anyone.
Its funny how one can become invisible suddenly...
Irony? probably... I wanted to be left alone by one group of people, but i ended up being invisible to another.